Excruciating Pain: A Personal Struggle With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headaches
It was a gloomy weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a intense pain bloomed behind my right eye. It was followed by rapid shocks, like electric shocks. As each class came and went, the pain eased and then came back with greater force. Multiple times that day I left a colleague with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took ibuprofen, but the agony remained unbearable.
The attacks appeared repeatedly that autumn, and again in the spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: aura in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-blown agony in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor eventually referred me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches often begin with intense pain around a single eye that persists for three hours.
About 1 in 1000 individuals suffer by the condition, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks typically start with abrupt, excruciating pain focused on one eye that peaks within a short time and continues for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. I have the episodic form, which arrives in periodic bouts; others have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the absence of long pain-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the severity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the figure dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic patient from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to several triggers, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Support eventually came from her father and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a national hospital.
Still, the failure to organize life around unpredictable pain took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The first description of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They linked the ailment to an malevolent entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Historical medical records propose bizarre remedies for what modern observers would describe as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a distinct disorder, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more folk cures.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the first detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally classified by global medical committees in 1988. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel which supplies blood to the head. Leading experts in treating the disorder explain this.
In the late 1990s, researchers released the results of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The results, published in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.
Despite such advances, diagnosis remains slow. One man's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple operations before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor looked up his complaints.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and managing happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other common head pain disorders, such as migraine, before confirming the disorder. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs appear? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as redness, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But a lot of first arrive to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced the condition for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She thinks dentists still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. I remember calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode passed.
Official guidance on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a specific medication administered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive choices include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the bouts of some people.
But leading neurologists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the cycle determines the treatment.” Short bouts with infrequent attacks are handled with abortive treatment alone. More prolonged or more severe periods require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve signals.
The national guidance need revising to reflect a